Christmas Babylon

Healing Buddha Day it is. I wish you all the best in these chaotic but wonderful final days /2 weeks?!/ of 2022. December has extraordinary power. I feel it even without the snow. Yet, I am hoping for some white crystals to rain upon us. Mother Nature has always been gracious with us so let's treat her better! I have some earth-shattering topics to discuss here.

Suicide at any age is a heavy thing to swallow. Why would anyone want to do that? Have you ever felt any pain so deep that you wished you could be desperate enough to draw the final line?

I've found a quote from Anonymus which made me think about the subject:

, People with purpose, goals, and visions have no time for drama. They invest their energy in creativity and focus on living a positive life.'

I have purpose, goals, and visions. And I consider myself an avoider of drama. Not written drama, of course. The useless play or scene is out of my zone from now on. Anyone who loves to put on a show of his/her imaginary misery can do me a favor. I'm no longer available for that kind of negative theater. No one is going to suck the life out of me again. Hands down.

As my favorite singer of all time - Chester Bennington - said:

, Hate, pride, vengeance, and fear are the plague of the earth. Love, kindness, compassion, empathy, and service are the cure.'

The truth is that most of the time, we misunderstand each other that's where half of the problems are coming from. 

I don't feel bad anymore for making decisions that upset other people. Even my closest family members or friends. Everyone is responsible for their own happiness. 

What I think about myself and how god sees me is a lot more important than what any of you out there think of me.

My inner child needs to hear that:

a) it's NOT my fault when other people are in a bad mood

b) I'm worthy of GOOD things, worthy of LUV

c) I'm a true person and I'm loved

d) I'm beautiful in my own unique way

e) what happened to me was NOT my fault

f) I can do WHATSOFUCKINGEVER I make my mind up to.

Thanks, everyone.

your soul buddy,

Kata The Nomad