Whether you are an artist or just a human being with her/his consciousness blossoming, you need inspiration from time to time to be able to go forward with your life. It's natural and luckily the possibilities are limitless to engage with what is out there for you.
As a kid I found my comfort in fantasy stories, bedtime stories came alive in my mind. My imagination was so wild and ran on a wide platform. I felt perfectly safe and sound within my own world. You can guess the reasons why I needed that but the main point is the fact that I was able to create.
As decades passed by, this talent has never left me. Experiences gathered and my taste slowly has changed. Reality became way more fun than fantasy. I have never thought this could happen. I have lived in so many places, I have tried some extreme jobs, I have been in insanely dangerous situations, yet I am still here and my faith grew stronger.
On the other hand, inspiration sometimes acted cruelly to me. It left me with my longing for something new like a surgeon who left the patient with an open wound. I had to fight for it, beg for it, go to all the places I knew for it, yet nothing has happened.
There are times in human life when we all need a big change, a huge twist, something that shakes us up so powerfully that it hurts at first but then it becomes most comforting.
We all came here with a unique purpose, let's just remember that for a second! It's about learning and evolving, not about paying for old mistakes or previous lives' penance. Even good or bad karma differs from that. To wake up from the illusions we live so willingly is to find inspiration from within. There is a voice in our hearts who always tells the truth. Why can't we just listen to that?
Inspiration comes from somewhere, from Someone who is bigger than us. There is a creator who knows everything. We have to show this Supreme Personality that we are worth it to get something new, we are ready to receive the task which is meant for us and the new companions along. God was born ready, what about you?
Think about this!
your ever well-wisher friend,
Kata Varga