It's been a month

It's been a month since I've started this new English written blog of mine. The intention was to show my life has changed for the better and how I began to see things around and beyond. I've always tried to help others with their daily lives and to entertain them in a way nobody else can. Even those who follow the rules or believe in God have a great sense of humor. I like that.

Human life is full of challenges and if you don't develop your own kind of humor to cooperate with it then you are certainly about to have the hardest times. 

On the other hand, I am fully aware of how friggin' heavy that is when you get a rejection. Doesn't matter if it was the 1st, 11th, or 100th it still hurts. Hard to get back at it and try again but we all have to. This is life. We can not be sad and pity ourselves for too long.

We all have lessons we learned the hard way. Mine was 'Don't try to fit in when you were born to stand out'. For years (what years! perhaps decades) I have tried to make others understand and accept me as I am but they just couldn't. Whether it was my appearance or my words or how confident I was, they just saw me as a threat. We all know how most of us react to somebody who just seems more qualified and ready for life.

I struggled for so long with very small victories that came along. Each year passed me by with something serious to learn. Even I had to accept myself (still in progress) and the goals I'd like to achieve in this human life. I had to deal with shame and embarrassment for things I had no control of. People made me feel bad about who I am and where I stand. I was confused for a pretty long time.

Now I know it doesn't matter what they think of me or my life. I have to go on and keep doing what I've always been doing: writing.

Words of wisdom you expect of me? Well, words of truth you can easily get. I have the blessing of words never left me. I have always had the ability to say something that moves others (not mountains, sadly).

Get out of your comfort zone is a funny thing. I encourage you all to try! Even if with just the smallest things in your life. Go get out! You can thank me later! 

your ever well-wisher friend,

Kata