Relocation Is A Solution

Unpacking in my new home. Moved from a quiet little town back to the big city life, from a cute house to a cosmopolitan flat. Why? I needed to be me again. I did my time and I lost my patience there, it was 4 years of study - heavy training of dealing with very different kinds of human nature and attachments. I witnessed how lost people react to somebody who is awakened. 

It is hard for me to accept when others want to stay the same. In my way of living this human life, you have to change. It's the best part of the game. You learn so much about yourself and others and the whole world around you, I can't understand how anybody would want to remain exactly the same. Untouched. Unreachable by anything.

Relocation is what I enjoy the most. One of the greatest chances to start over in one lifetime. You can shake yourself and start walking tall again, no matter what has happened before. You can meet new people and do new things and be useful for the journey ahead.

Get rid of the things and the relationships which back you down! Don't feel sorry or bad! You have the right to be good to your own self every once in a while.

2020 has been a mad ride so far but we are all still here and we can make the best out of the rest. I believe so.

Your ever well-wisher friend,

Kata

36 years of human life

This is weird. I mean, I've never thought I am going to get this far. I've never wanted to, for the record. Yet, I couldn't be more grateful to be here and now. Hard times are the best times because at high pressure you are going to know for sure who you are and what are you capable of.

Covid-19 is not the only thing going on in this wonderful-amazing-terrifying-scary-crazy material world of ours.

Human life has a purpose and it is not just enjoying it. We all have our battles and challenges. I believe in God and that pushed me forward and through a lot of breaking points. 

I wish for all humans out there to live very consciously and try to focus on the big picture, not just the mirror ahead. The ego is a very dangerous thing and it can easily trick you into decisions you've never wanted to make.

Live to the fullest - that also means to be honest. But not the picture-perfect honesty, no. Be true to your own self even if it hurts like hell! You have to face your inner self, the consequences of your actions and words - at least on your dying day. But let's not wait for that!

We are here for now which means we can still act and change ourselves and that is going to move the world into the right track too.

your ever well-wisher friend,

Kata

It's been a month

It's been a month since I've started this new English written blog of mine. The intention was to show my life has changed for the better and how I began to see things around and beyond. I've always tried to help others with their daily lives and to entertain them in a way nobody else can. Even those who follow the rules or believe in God have a great sense of humor. I like that.

Human life is full of challenges and if you don't develop your own kind of humor to cooperate with it then you are certainly about to have the hardest times. 

On the other hand, I am fully aware of how friggin' heavy that is when you get a rejection. Doesn't matter if it was the 1st, 11th, or 100th it still hurts. Hard to get back at it and try again but we all have to. This is life. We can not be sad and pity ourselves for too long.

We all have lessons we learned the hard way. Mine was 'Don't try to fit in when you were born to stand out'. For years (what years! perhaps decades) I have tried to make others understand and accept me as I am but they just couldn't. Whether it was my appearance or my words or how confident I was, they just saw me as a threat. We all know how most of us react to somebody who just seems more qualified and ready for life.

I struggled for so long with very small victories that came along. Each year passed me by with something serious to learn. Even I had to accept myself (still in progress) and the goals I'd like to achieve in this human life. I had to deal with shame and embarrassment for things I had no control of. People made me feel bad about who I am and where I stand. I was confused for a pretty long time.

Now I know it doesn't matter what they think of me or my life. I have to go on and keep doing what I've always been doing: writing.

Words of wisdom you expect of me? Well, words of truth you can easily get. I have the blessing of words never left me. I have always had the ability to say something that moves others (not mountains, sadly).

Get out of your comfort zone is a funny thing. I encourage you all to try! Even if with just the smallest things in your life. Go get out! You can thank me later! 

your ever well-wisher friend,

Kata